: not a blog

21 mar 07

What are your thoughts on the death penalty?

bad mood answer: who gives a shit?

good mood answer: it's a humanitarian atrocity, and a testament that we're still firmly entrenched in the dark ages.

it's 4am. i should go to bed, but i really don't fucking feel like it, and furthermore tomorrow is a day off, so i'm going to do what i like, and sleep all day tomorrow. then, class starts again, and i have to start working on my animation again. i've enjoyed having this break from it. i want to make another one, actually, and have a script done for it already. this is going to be a shorter one, but i think more original. my first is sort of contrived and overly-cute, although i think the storyboard would maike a good kid's book. kids' book?

i feel like i've been working too hard. work really takes it out of me. moreover (i've been using "furthermore" too much lately), it's a cumulative effect; if i work 5 hours a week for 30 years, i'll feel just as burdened in my 29th year as i would in my first year of working 50 hours a week. or something like that -- you get the picture.

i just can't work the way you do, people. i'm not built that way. sorry. i'm going to have to explore other options.

i'm so tired that this blog entry is taking the form of a stream-of-consciousness writing, as opposed to a nice and concise essay based on a submission i got in the mail.

the only people who read this now are google searchers. so who gives a shit? no one is interested in me anymore, which was what i was attempting, in a way. "be carefull -- you might get what you wish for", i suppose.

the upside is that i can say anything i want to. well, almost anything.